Morning bought grandma to hospital for routine check up. On my way home, Ken message me asking am I working today. I told him "no, i bring grandma to see doctor". He then say never mind. Then we continue on our yesterday topic about the guy name TONY (my dont know what partner) and we also talk about me waiting for him. He keep saying he is not as good as what I think, but to me he is the perfect guy. We sms till i fall asleep. When I woke up, I saw 3 massages from him. One of it was asking what am I doing and where am I. Yesterday I kept pestering him for a meeting up, he refused. He said no time, then he said he will try and arrange. So back to our sms-es... Does he mean he want to to meet me? I think so, cause he said he tot i am still at my grandma place and he want to pick me up. He dont have the chance, cause i am already home since morning when he first sms me. Then I pester him to meet again. Yeah!he finally agree. But go where? In the end, we decided, he come to my house to chit chat. Actually he didnt want to come in the first place, think he pai seh. But i convince him. But he told me he will only stay a while.
At 6.30 pm , he reach my place, I was waiting for him at the void deck. This is only the second time I met Ken. There isn't any words to describe about my feeling. I have long for it and yet I want to escape from it. Cause I dont know what to say when i see him. I brought him up and into my room. He was sitting on floor while I was lying on my bed and we chat about general staff, very general ones. Guess both of us have questions to ask, but did not have the the courage to do so. Both of us kept quiet for a while. He break the silent, asking me whether am i afraid of being tickle or not. I told him yes, but before i could finish, he start to tickle me. I push him hand away, he then told me he went to look for a laptop and also went to hereen to shop for CDs. I immediately ask was he alone or with someone. He said alone. First thing I thought of was this morning sms when he ask me am i working or not. Was he hinting me to company him? Why didnt he tell me if he need my company? Why didnt I tell him I am free to go out? Why? Why? If not will have more time together.
Back from my daze, I realise Ken was holding my hand. I did not withdraw, instead, I tighten up the gap. Then suddenly Ken ask me whether my tv got teletext or not, he want to see 4D result. OMG, I nearly faint. Two years never come back he still never kick his habit.Come back only then buy 4D already, no wonder afternoon he ask me my i/c number. After the 4D thing, we keep quiet again. I look at him, look into his eys, he then use his hand to caress my face, smiling at me and say "dear dear, lai bao bao" I immediately reach out my hand for him like a little baby. He immediately hug me tightly and also kiss me on my foreheadand his lips paulse there for dont know how many seconds. It was a deep kiss, I never going to forget this kiss. Then slowly we french. I dont know how to react. I was melt, melt in Ken's embrance. He touch me all over. I was so engross, till I think I heard him saying "dear, wo yao"I dont know did I heard wrongly or not. I was too engross then. He start taking off my bra, then suck my breast, fondle them, then his hand start to go into my shorts. But... I am having my period so he cant do anything. Was it lucky or not i dont know. If not because of my period, we might end up having sex, or maybe not. Maybe he wont do it, maybe he find me dirty cause i no longer that pure innocent virgin he used to know. When he withdraw, I wanted so much to pamper him by giving him a good blow. I didnt do it, he get up telling me he is rushing off to meet his army buddies. I was so disappointed. I put on my bra quietly, then send him off to the door. We parted with a french kiss. Looking at the wall clock, It was 8.30 pm.
About an hour later, I message him apologising to him that hoping he dont find me bored.
He didnt reply....
