Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Thinking Day

22nd Feb every year, all the Girl Guides, Girl Scouts, Brownies and also the Boy Scouts celebrate a special day called THINKING DAY.

In 1908 Lord Robert Baden-Powell lit a torch that was destined to carry a message of peace and friendship to millions of boys and girls around the world. The flame began with the first group of Boy Scouts at a rally held in London, England. What the boys could do, girls could do, too, so they formed their own adventurous group -- the Girl Guides. Thus was lighted the fire of friendship, service, learning and fun for children in many lands. Shoulder to shoulder, the youth of the world have since marched on the trail that their beloved founder laid so long ago. Today we celebrate World Thinking Day, the joint birthday of the founder, Lord Baden-Powell, and our former World Chief Guide, Lady Baden-Powell. February 22 will always be a day to think about the international bond established for us all by these two inspired individuals. On this special day we remember:
#1 GS: that in the sisterhood of Girl Guides and Girl Scouts, we have friends in 140 countries of the world.
#2 GS: that we and our sister Girl Scouts and Girl Guides can be a strong force for the peace of the world.
#3 GS: that we are great in number so we must be great in our loyalty to our Guide.
#4 GS: that we owe a debt of love and gratitude to the Founder and World Chief Guide.
#5 GS: that our greatest debt is to our God who inspired our leaders with such a great vision to unite mankind.

And so it is with these thoughts in mind and the sense of undying friendship among ourselves that we unite with those around us to think of those member countries of the World Association of Girl Guides and Girl Scouts which are so far from us yet so close in our hearts.

WORLD THINKING DAY SYMBOL
The arrows represent thoughts and actions that should be directed towards members of the World Association on February 22 of each year. The center is the World Trefoil, symbol of the World Association of Girl Guides and Girl Scouts.

There is a saying in WGGGSA, once a guide/scout, always a guide/scout. Boys & Girls, no matter which year, which coy u belong to, we must always remember our THREE PROMISE and keep the guiding/scouting light shining.

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

I need you Dear!!!

I am always by your side supporting you whenever you are down. But, where are you when I am at the darkest point of my life? You left me all by myself in the lonely cold rainy night crying. Do you know ever know that I will need you one day? I guess you will never know. You will never, never know cause I never tell you before that I will need you one day, I only told you I will always by your side whenever you need me.

I never break down in front of you before, never before. All along, for so many years, what you have seen in me are my glamourous, my strongest point, my best. I never show you a single sight of my weakness. Not any more, not anymore I am going to hold back my tears, my fear, my loneliness. I am at the verge of getting into a depression. Every night I weep silently into my pillow. I yarn for you loudly in my dream every night. I wake up every morning with my pillow wet, my eyes swollen but you still nowhere in sight. You left me all alone in the dark rainy cold night. As I walk alone in the cold rain, my mind drifted away to the past, to what we used to share. How I wish you were here with me, walking thru this lonely yet cold night, whispering in my ear, telling me, telling me everything going to be alright, the rain will be over soon but instead, you left me all alone by myself, all alone by myself walking in the cold rain.

Will you appear in front of me if I am to tell you I need you now? Will you?

I am shouting to the whole world now, telling everyone, telling everyone that I need you.

Can you hear me? Can you hear me saying I need you? I really need you now, I need you to be by my side. I need you, I need you to hold me. I need you, I need you to hold me tight. I need you to dry my tears, I need you to tell me tomorrow will be better, I need you to tell me you will always by my side just like what i had always been doing to you if tomorrow not going to be any better. I need you to be my pillow, just like the one on my bed. I need your shoulder for me to cry on. I need so much so much from you. Can you hear me?

No. You didn't hear me, you didn't. If you have heard it, why don't you appearing in front of me. Why are you still letting me walking in the cold rain all by myself?

I need you to bring me out of this cold rainy night....

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

没有情人的情人节

Afternoon when back from lunch, saw a boquet of flower at the reception table. Then owner of my office suddenly say "somebody send for you" huh?? I was shocked.. flower for me? who will that be? i also dont know. The sender never leave his name. He or maybe she signed off as "love you always, Happy Valentine Day."
Could it be "him" who send me the flower? Very unlikely, "he" not those that will send flower to girl. then who else? Nvm lah, got people give flower then take loh.

Valentine day.... where is my Valantine? wondering what "he" is doing, where is "he", does "he" think of me as how i think of "him"? Tons of questions keep hitting my head. But as usual, i dont have a single answer to it.

Haiz...

没有情人的情人节....

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

Si Bei Buay Zhi Dong....


This is how ugly Singaporeans are. For some reasons, I came to office by train this morning. The commuters in the train are like the sadine in the can. Its so pack and everyone is squeezing one another. But this auntie, in the picture act like she own the train or some big shots from don't know where, was leaning against the hand rail with both her legs streach out which make her one and a half or two person place. I accidentally step on her foot and to my surprise, she has no reaction at all. Win already loh... She like that lean against the pole then other people don't need to use liao loh.
wah lao ay... si bei buay zhi dong.... Why she cannot stand straight for just 30 - 45 min. leh? When she reach office then she can sit, lean or lie down till she happy already loh why she have to lean onto the pole in the train.

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Just another boring day

Started the day quite boring. Nothing much to do in office. Then suddenly 4 plus afternoon Tracy sms me ask me want to have dinner together. I of coz agree lah, so long never see her liao. Eversince I left Alpha Shipping. So many months never see so kind of miss her. She is my best friend when i was working at Alpha Shipping. Actually beside me, she is the only girl there, definately we very the good one loh.
Then 6 plus met Tracy at City Hall MRT station.
She is my best friend when i was working at Alpha Shipping.
We went to Suntec for dinner at N.Y.D.C. before that we pass by G2000, immediatly i think of Mingjie, cause he made a big joke at this RafflesCity G2000 out while he was buying pants somewhere in Dec last year. (opps... hope he dont see this, if not he sure kill me for pubishing his joke out.)

Monday, February 06, 2006

I regret knowing you

I regreted knowing you. I really regreted....
U made me trust you so much and yet u took away my trust in you.
You never do anything but only blambe me for the wrongs.
I dont feel sercure whenever you are around, cause i dont know what tricks u will come up with.
I trusted you so much and yet u did all this to me. You have change, you have change to someone whom i totally dont know at all. Perharps, I never know u well enough before i made my decisions. I deserve it.

Whatever done cant be undone. I can only pray and hope for the best.